I just took a sip of water from a glass that has been sitting on my desk for a few days now. I’m not sure if that was sanitary or not but it quenched my thirst.
I love having people in my life that seem to truly care about me. My friend is helping me become a better writer, because everyone knows I definitely need to improve. We get together almost every Saturday and spend time developing our writing skills. It is so much fun. We discuss everything from religion and drugs to relationships and insecurities. Then we sip on our coffee or tea and write for a while. I love that she pushes me to write about personal subjects that are hard to write about. I believe it is really helping me.
My job is continuing to be very stressful at times. I work at a predominantly Hispanic school and I am the only Hispanic male who works with the students. I feel that it is my responsibility to be a positive role model. I don’t let my students give me excuses especially the Hispanic ones. Lately they have all been turning on me and saying that I am too tough on them. The other day a girl went as far as to tell me she would rather talk to a dog than to talk to me. I thought it was pretty rude, but I know that they are only testing me. I have at least one student who still respects me like real Hispanic kids are taught to respect adults. I thank his parents.
One exciting thing in my life is my relationship with my girlfriend. We have recently decided to get back together after a short break that was brought on by me. I don’t know why I have so many issues when it comes to dating girls. All I know is that this time around we have decided that we will try to work things out instead of just ignoring them and letting them build up. I don’t even feel bad for the guy she dropped so quickly to get back with me. He did talk a lot of shit about me when he had never even met me. I was told that it was one of the reasons why he was dropped so quickly. Anyway I need to quit being an asshole. Good luck kid. Everyone else take care and hopefully, over the holidays, we will be able to share some laughs and catch up on life’s madness. Peace.
-Axel
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